Maybe I Don’t Have The Courage To Love Anymore, Bro …

- Is this a plea, or is it just a sincere advice I want to give you, a son I just met?
Having been through many love affairs, I gradually became more closed. I'm afraid the hurt will continue to thicken this fragile heart. I'm afraid the tears will make me weaker and weaker. I'm afraid to hold his warm hand, then at a certain point, the one holding it is me, and you have never let go. I'm so scared of that solid shoulder, making me rely on it, then one day leave me and leave, leaving me to fall back and forth between the banks to forget - remember

. And I am afraid that at some point, I will love you again, and then torment myself to try to forget you like the way I am trying to forget someone in the past like now.
Well, I'm selfish, I don't want to be involved in any love. I'm not sure I'm making the right choice
The past is what makes the feelings of my heart fade.



But I still want to immerse myself in it I laughed at myself, no one wanted to immerse myself in the pain twice, but then realized that I wasn't choosing that way to hurt myself.
That past, happiness there, pain there, pain even more than the happiness I feel. But why do you still want to be immersed in it?
I'm just deceiving myself that no one can give me the same happiness that someone in the past did. I choose to hurt myself and then gloat with the thought that I won't be able to love anyone anymore ...
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm not at all .



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Too selfish to myself, is what I can feel. My heart is sobbing, and it needs someone to come to heal the wounds in her heart. But other than feeling those things, I don't know what to do but immerse myself in the past, giving myself the right to hurt myself.
The wound that day was so big, I was wondering: "Can I heal it?" But didn't you deny that love of me already. So what is that question being asked for ..



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You, a son I just met, was the one who made my heart sob from the tenderness you brought.
Please don't make my heart awake for you anymore. I hate that. I don't allow my heart to be like this for anyone else.
I hate every night I have to torment myself between emotion and reason. I hate my messy feelings right now. I hate the way you care about me.



And I hate the way you come to me gently like that, because I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll fall in love again ...
Even myself I do not understand what my feelings for you are.
I have always told myself that it was merely the feeling of receiving the care of a new acquaintance.
Don't say love me ...



Because I'm afraid that feeling will come back ... Do you understand?
“Loving someone really takes a lot of courage, but maybe, I'm not the type of person with that much courage. Just like that, okay? Isn't it still much better like this? ”
Dear newcomer Nhan Ma ...
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